to whoever is reading, you are probably one of the rare people who still do, and even I'm fascinated that you are on this site, haha.

well, i tried applying to NUS Med again, but guess what, the deadline closed before i could even apply - meaning that i did not know that the application period for uni students is different from that of jc kids. can't say i was happy with myself for allowing this to happen, but then again, maybe its fate that I'm not meant to apply for med or even become a doc, now or ever.

then i see my friends' photos on fb - dentistry, med, law, overseas. and it hit me that it could have been me, i probably don't deserve this, and somehow, i feel that i brought this on myself, to be stuck here in singapore, in ntu, in nbs, not that its not a good school of course.

I'm depressed, maybe all the way till exams over i'll be depressed, emo. lets try, lets just try to brave through this without killing myself, not literally of course.