it just wasnt meant to be

Friday, July 1, 2011

im feeling off lately
nonchalent, emo, and just cant be bothered abt everything
i know i need to move on from my setback
but im just so stuck right now

gotta force myself to move on
somehow
life's not that bad
but its not looking too rosy

im jealous of ppl who have it all too
like seriously have it all
smart, athletic, happily attached, happy family
i forgot to mention smart, and goodlooking too
ok, maybe some bad stuff i dont know of
cause ppl like to believe that god is fair
maybe, maybe not
im just jealous
havent felt like that in a long time
i think im having some hormonal surge, lol
moving on...

JoNz,
tired of it all...
12:29 AM

am i moving on...