it just wasnt meant to be

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly...
Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne

Life can be cruel, giving you stuff for a moment and taking it all back the next. When you have it, you think that the grass is greener on the other side, but once you give it up, you regret ever so slightly. Whatever the case, contentment isnt something that comes easy, at least not at 21, at least not for me.

I've come a long way, i really have. I have been brought up to be independent, to not rely on anyone, to not be weak. Whining and complaining is one thing, succumbing to it all is another. Maybe that's why I am such an emoboy - emojon, with a black blog and depressing disposition. Not a bad thing, but definitely not a good one.

Thing might not go my way all the time, acceptance into London School of Economics for Accounting and Finance, waitlist for Michigan, and waiting for results for overseas and my dream course. Nothing is for certain, nothing ever was. All I can do is wait, for better or for worse.

It will work out perfectly,
shouldnt it?

JoNz,
tired of it all...
9:41 AM

am i moving on...