dont know why but i suddenly feel very lonely, well not the relationship kinda lonely but just lonely.

maybe because my best friend havent been talking to me recently, or maybe its just that i havent been in camp for more than a week and im thinking too much, or maybe its just that the house is empty right now (though it has always been for months now), and the list goes on...

some simple events can allow one to see whos your actual friends. i know that my social circle is big and i have a lot of friends, but i have a lot acquaintances too. when you have a lot of friends, it is mandatory to invest time into your friendships, to maintain them, to make them last. but of course there are ppl who do not put in just as much effort as you do, and that might lead you to conclude that the particular person is not your friend, or he/she just simply doesnt consider you one.