Sunday, November 29, 2009


this is my attempt at writing a poem that actually rhythms when i was in australia. i only wrote one, my friend wrote like a dozen, lol.

poked consciousness, distant voices, unfamiliar sights
waking up had just become an unimportant fight
immobility, relentless pain
enveloping this pointless refrain
yearning for all to feel as before
actuality strikes, shattering hopes once tall

all is clear, it seems
none of which fits in
these lonely encounters appear so wrong
despite all efforts to make them strong
i guess it just wasn't meant to be
relief, escapade, release - please

this isn't the first, it won't be the last
all that fate has installed, continum of a lonely pathetic past
fall to insanity, fall till absurb
this life has been nothing short of pain, torture, resentment
what options remain in ending this life
before disappointments, failures, diseases, become rife

as night falls and dawn draws near
beginning marks the end, as torture entails
nothing to expect but seething pain
life seem like a meaningless terrain
starring into space as i lay down right
hopeful never to see the next break of light

fading consciousness, drifting voices,unpredictable sights
falling asleep is well - just another rite
desolation in this endless rain
breaking out of this enternal contain
yearning for this all to come to an end
darkness falls, rendering death a possible friend

ppl, pls dont think too much, haha.



JoNz,
tired of it all...

2:07 PM


am i moving on...




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