this week has been quite busy, esp when last minute deployment comes in and when so many students try to change their timings. im so not gonna take up so many tuitions next year, lol.

the presence of selfishness is so real in my life that its suffocating me. week in week out, its the saturdays & sundays that really stresses me out, not so much as comfort me at all.

understanding and occasional giving is all i ask. i'd come to realise that im capable of giving and giving, with no expectations of return. the sour feeling does ooze out from my heart time to time, only to be washed away by telling myself that this is how things should be.

im contented with everything

but its all taken away

what's left

...

there's nowhere i can seek solace and comfort