Sunday, May 31, 2009
just woke up and elise dropped a bad news on me, damn emo now, sigh. bad things just happen one after the next and there's nth that i can do abt it. whenever i try to vie for smth, it never seems to work in my favour and i'll just end up disappointed - as always. always thinking that there'll be a glimmer of hope that things will take for a better turn but it never materialises. as with my life for the next dozens of years, it'll not and i guess never will be smooth sailing and i'll just have to take it as it comes. life will never be a bed of roses, even if for one second at all. all this talk is just but wallowing in self-pity afterall, im not that strong is that a glimmer of hope i see, or is it just my eyes playing tricks on me JoNz, tired of it all... 9:50 AM
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