this week was the worst week of ns life, basically because of the bad combination of field camp and persistant torrential downpour, coupled with blisters, freezing weather and lots of leopard crawl and imprompto drills in the mud. ah, it passed and it wasnt all that bad. just hope that i can jump 234cm for broad jump (im doubtful) then i probably can get my gold for ippt, haha.

ppl speculate that A lvl results will be out next friday and im quite scared abt it, no shit. its gonna be a turning point in my life. totally bad or totally good. hope its ok, kill me! i actually dreamt that i got AABBB, which isnt that bad but its definitely below my expectations, lol. it will never happen since my best friend got a E for physics but she doesnt take physics. ah, wth, lets just wait for the worst to come

POC-ing soon and i think i'll really miss my section mates once we post out cause they're really nice and crappy bunch of ppl. hope we get posted to the same unit yea, if not i'll have to make friends all over again, not really good at it though. i really want non-combat specialist, no idea how i can get it but i think i might ask my segeant, maybe, haha.