after one week of being in 20/08 IC2 OPR, i can conclude that i hate it and will not like it even in the near future. sighz. i feel pathetic cause there's no physical training, just sit in the com lab and self study and go for lectures. its basically like jc life, but a thousand times worse. the course is seven weeks and im seriously counting down alr.

the week in there, it was worse than i thought it would be. i miss my classmates, i miss my section mates, i miss my mohawk coy. i dun enjoy the legendary slackness of it all and whenever it rains and im in the com lab, i feel sad whenever it rains, cause i'd imagine being in ocs & all the shit jason, vincent & huat has to endure. i wish i could do it with them. i realized im considered an oddball in there, wanting to go to ocs when the rest cant be any happier being there. its even worse than school. i really miss my o7 a lot.

my birthday came and went, was in camp for most of the part of it and had dinner with angeline, cei, ivan and hanliang. i really appreciate their company, esp after 5 days in camp. had dinner with my section mates on sat and played pool with them. enjoyable as it was, it had to come to an end and well, we went our separate ways again. hah, hope they endure their vocation too. im tired of ns, sian-ed of it.

thanks for those who wished me: zhiyuan, sarah aka dajie, angeline aka erjie, suechee, hanliang, caroline, ivan, victoria, alicia, jinzhi, sherman, elise, carol, angeline, christian, lisa, desmond, sibei, lenard, shi ting, huiru, bonn, ian, weihui, jerene, siewmin. benson, jason, cheehuat too although hanliang reminded you guys, haha.

things arent great at home too. its tiring to handle the same thing over and over again. a resolution is necessary. things need to be resolved. i dont know how this is going to work out in the end but i hope it does.

hang in there ocs peeps. 2 weeks left.