it just wasnt meant to be

Monday, January 12, 2009

im angry, though i dun think i ought to be.

camp went ok, not too bad, except for my in-charge by the name of zico. dun really like him.
my mirror, which is the facilitator of my buddy group is not bad, but that's precisely the bad thing i guess. shows how much worse i am too. crap. i think life sucks. seriously. its bad. kill me. i feel like dying. like now. argh.

met up with chuanwei and got to know deyuan and shaowei. nice ppl. just realised all of their names are chinese names and mine is christian. haha. anyways, it was nice meeting new ppl i guess. though im scared of my first impression. which is most probably bad anyhow. yet another reason for me to kill myself.

i'd always been unlucky all my life. cant something just go my way for once. i guess not.

kill me.

JoNz,
tired of it all...
12:14 AM

am i moving on...