it just wasnt meant to be

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

im damn sian.
done rj chem paper and its damn demoralising.
realised that my chem concepts are weak but really tired of studying
ahh, crap.
i need my 4s.
jiawei said that those who get C and below cant get A at the A lvls
kinda disappointed with him though.

im not the type who can study 24/7, and this is sadly what is required of me in order to do well.
cause im a freaking slow learner

stop saying im smart
stop saying im stupid
i dont even know where i stand
stop judging me
i dont deserve this

sry bout these pointless rants, and dont comfort me yea,
its tiring enough for you to read these kinda posts over and over again
so dont trouble yourself

sitting alone in the silent night
with nothing but my notes
life - pointless and bland

with no signs of comfort in sight
none at all

lessen the pain
lessen the hopelessness
nothing's going to get better
it can only get worse

im really ok =/

JoNz,
tired of it all...
9:01 PM

am i moving on...