Tuesday, September 9, 2008
3 papers down, a dozen more to screw. or should i say the papers screwing me, lol.
anyways, i cant take it anymore. someone keeps talking bad about me. whats worse is that he does it in front of me. i know that's being honest and all, but he doesnt even have the qualifications to do that. when smarter people tell me that they believe that i can do it, there he is saying 'dont worry, i dont believe that you're that smart.'
im ok with him saying that cause i know that its true, but doing it time and again, putting me down over and over again doesnt help boost his morale you know, unless you're a saddist who derives joy and happiness over my sufferings, which i do not and will not show you. just after a paper ystd, someone was telling him how my friend left 20 marks blank, and he just had to say 'you mean this hanliang izzit?' when he was right in front of my table.
insensitive, that's what i call it.
to clarify, i deducted more that 20, ard 25 for my maths paper cause i did not enough time to finish it. questions that i can do slip away just like that, feel so shitty. lesson learnt, set a time and chiong through paper to complete it before time and then check like crazy for remaining time. since careless mistakes will be made no matter done fast or slow. i will get an A for maths, cause that's my only possible A, lol.
not done with studying for physics, chem or even econs, im so dead. shoot me.
sorry for the commotion ystd
JoNz,
tired of it all...
12:15 PM
3 papers down, a dozen more to screw. or should i say the papers screwing me, lol.
anyways, i cant take it anymore. someone keeps talking bad about me. whats worse is that he does it in front of me. i know that's being honest and all, but he doesnt even have the qualifications to do that. when smarter people tell me that they believe that i can do it, there he is saying 'dont worry, i dont believe that you're that smart.'
im ok with him saying that cause i know that its true, but doing it time and again, putting me down over and over again doesnt help boost his morale you know, unless you're a saddist who derives joy and happiness over my sufferings, which i do not and will not show you. just after a paper ystd, someone was telling him how my friend left 20 marks blank, and he just had to say 'you mean this hanliang izzit?' when he was right in front of my table.
insensitive, that's what i call it.
to clarify, i deducted more that 20, ard 25 for my maths paper cause i did not enough time to finish it. questions that i can do slip away just like that, feel so shitty. lesson learnt, set a time and chiong through paper to complete it before time and then check like crazy for remaining time. since careless mistakes will be made no matter done fast or slow. i will get an A for maths, cause that's my only possible A, lol.
not done with studying for physics, chem or even econs, im so dead. shoot me.
sorry for the commotion ystd
JoNz,
tired of it all...
12:15 PM
am i moving on...