Sunday, July 20, 2008
some people would rather be certain that they are miserable than risk being happy
i guess this is an apt description of me, as wad jerene said.
anyhow, my grades are out and i got ACCDD, which im quite happy cause i din study and i still manage to scrape these results. though of course this is definitely NOT wad i wanna get for prelims or As.
right now, my mind is just full of fear of not being able to jump 222. so yea, lemme pass napfa first then i'll really really start studying, i hope. otherwise, i'd realli emo like shit and certify that im miserable. yea, i knw i have this serious prob of inferiority complex. live with it.
i seriously have no motivation to study. really.
i realli hope u did well for jcts.
JoNz,
tired of it all...
10:24 AM
some people would rather be certain that they are miserable than risk being happyi guess this is an apt description of me, as wad jerene said.
anyhow, my grades are out and i got ACCDD, which im quite happy cause i din study and i still manage to scrape these results. though of course this is definitely NOT wad i wanna get for prelims or As.
right now, my mind is just full of fear of not being able to jump 222. so yea, lemme pass napfa first then i'll really really start studying, i hope. otherwise, i'd realli emo like shit and certify that im miserable. yea, i knw i have this serious prob of inferiority complex. live with it.
i seriously have no motivation to study. really.
i realli hope u did well for jcts.
JoNz,
tired of it all...
10:24 AM
am i moving on...