it just wasnt meant to be

Friday, July 25, 2008

alrite, this post is emo, so those who are tired of my complains and all, dun continue, its just plain depressing.

nafpa was ok i guess, dropped frm a gold to a silver, bud i guess its ok, i'd learnt to be contented, just that its sad that i missed by 2cm to get a gold for broad jump.

shuttlerun - 9.98s (9.50s) 5pts
sit-ups - 45 reps (45 reps) 5pts
sit-and-reach - 52cm (52cm) 5pts
pull-ups - 11 reps (9reps) 5pts
broad-jump - 230cm (236cm) 2pts
2.4km run/walk - 10:27min (10:27min) 4pts

total - 26 pts (silver)

those in brackets is my performance last year. overall deprovement, bud i guess it might not really matter anyhow.

went for my followup and the doc says that i need to go for some scan to check whether anything is pressing on my nerve and then a followup. either ways, things look bad for my ns life.

if there is, i need to go for operation i guess, to fix it. who knws how things will go frm there?
if there isnt, he will inform the ppl that i cant be exposed to loud gunfires, which translates to me being unfit for combat and throwing me automatically into pes E.

life sucks.

some ppl just have it all.

JoNz,
tired of it all...
11:53 PM

am i moving on...