it just wasnt meant to be

Thursday, May 1, 2008

its painful with those sets
im tired of it
just 2 more mths
im sure i'll get through it
maybe - just maybe.

i knw im dreaming
in my own aimless mind
i need smth to hold on to
but alas,
you're not there - you'll never be.

went megahse function on ystd and it was ok i guess. wrestling, waiters, waitresses, junhong & dandan winning some random thing, food, dancing, goodlooking girls and guys, fatigue frm training, yadayada...

i swear the swimming sets aint gonna get easier anytime soon cause of intensive training coming rite up. hope to catch up with the seniors soon, i.e. glendon, shuhan, huimin, suechee, jiehan and ivan.

i was actually playing some random game tgt with her, as in i was playing it in my mind and she, her physical self, haha. im so random. and ivan is acting cute in the picture, cant stand him.

ohya, im still ugly, will be ugly, getting uglier, rahh.

it just wasnt meant to be.

JoNz,
tired of it all...
8:05 PM

am i moving on...