it just wasnt meant to be

Thursday, January 24, 2008

i guess i told myself that i should take things in my own stride, cause its juz a transition from clique back to roamer, which isnt necessary a bad thing. its juz a double-edged sword.

todae i tink i acted like a jerk in class, dun noe why, attitude quite bad also. i'd try to keep quiet in class next time, and talk onli when necessary or when spoken to. yup. sry to huat and benson, i din mean to insult your sch, although i tried to saviour the situation, lol. AHS rox =))

i re-joined dance alr, haha. i dun realli care wad others will sae cause i need it to keep me going cause i knw swimming, h3, sch and work aint gonna. the tough part now is to learn zaki's and ms.wee's dance steps by next mon and tues. stressful sia, bud i'd enjoy it bah, i hope. and no, quitting dance is not a viable option, it juz wun work out.

haven been keeping up with sch work lately cause of a lot things going on, literally and my thoughts likewise. thinking too much is bad, having too much to do isnt exactly good either, haha. bud i'll get by all the same.

oh ya, i realised that im a forgettable figure, which isnt exactly bad since ppl forget me easily, so even if i do smth wrong, it doesnt realli matter, haha.

i dun wan u to forget me, bud do u even knw that i exist? sigh...

JoNz,
tired of it all...
8:57 PM

am i moving on...