Saturday, October 6, 2007
'ard 13As for physics...' 'hanliang topped chem with 94...' 'aardarsh is highest with 85...' 'must buck up in gp and econs...' 'average 70 for maths...' 'oh 07/07, tt genius class...' the list goes on and im juz tired of it. if u guys think its so great to be in 07, then come on, im ready to change class with anyone anytime. with ppl so smart and u being an average joe trying to survive this tough crisis of jc life, there's redundant pressure although no one is competing with one another. my class is nice, my class is good, my class is friendly, my class is one-of-a-kind, i like my class, a lot. i ALWAYS tell others this. i dun deny this fact, bud maybe its juz superficial? maybe its juz a pretty facade that everyone is putting up? i dun knw. i realli dun want tt to be the case. bud its juz tt i cant help feeling like this. i really am truthful to everyone and tried my best to bond with em, bud some juz dun reciprocate or are juz indifferent. im tired of it, im tired of trying, tt's why im not gonna talk much in class. there's juz too much deterrence and coldness amongst the amiablility and warmth... always claiming to do worse than wad they actually did, complaining to others, in the end, their results are amongst the top, i juz despise this kinda ppl. dun they find it tiring to keep lying to others? i knw u are worried, bud u knw how well u did, there's no need to go ard lamenting to others. unless of course u're realli that thick tt u dun knw how to gauge how badly/well u did. bud to be amongst the top, there's definitely brains up there rite? or has this direct relationship been proven to be wrong and thus fell apart? pls juz do yourself a favour and others a bigger one by not being hypocritical when it comes to wadeva u sae. im not saying that we shld all go ard boasting to others how confident we are in getting an A, bud the least u can do is to be truthful to your friends rite? not saying tt there are any true friends in jc anyways. wth, i dun realli care lah, life sux and i juz have to live wtih it. im super unconfident of my results and im being truthful abt it. my expectations wun be met and i might juz break down. im so uptight over this cause i DID study for this promos (except maths) and i knw tt i can do well. i guess my theory has definitely fallen apart. p.s. this entry is not targeted at anyone in particular, juz take it with a pinch of salt and treat it as one of my incessant emo rumblings. =) shiNe? u wan me to dance? lol. ![]() Currently listening to'I Promised Myself - A*Teens' Replies to tags jaren: added!!! jos: thx jos, i'll try to. u'll do ok de, dun think too much abt CO. jiayou shuhan: hey sis! LoL ivan: okok, chill ivan, bud tt silver lining is a bit too fine, dun u think? haha Oo0jAsOn0oO: haha, when did jason become so modest, getting suspicious. lol. sadly, im a jack of all trades, master of none, haha. JoNz, tired of it all... 6:24 PM
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