Tuesday, October 20, 2009
went out with kenny on saturday and went out with jinzhe and sunny on sunday. had a really great time with them. it just reminds me of what good friends i have, haha.
off to wallaby for one month tmr, will miss everyone, so dont worry, haha.
wish me luck
there's smth seriously wrong with me
JoNz,
tired of it all...
2:49 PM
also, i realise that health is of utmost importance to me and sometimes i need the lesson of a long illness to remind me of that. i hope that my body overcomes the virus soon. im feeling better, just to let everyone know.
i know im MIA-ing, but trust me, i'll be back soon, like in december? yea. sry guys, im really trying my best to get a life.
health over everything
JoNz,
tired of it all...
6:39 PM
sry for the lack of updates but i'd been sick for almost 2 weeks now, here's the story.
i went to run in the night and slept without drinking enough water = fever
took panadol = got better
went to play tennis in the hot afternoon sun the next day = relapse
took panadol = did not get better
see doctor = supposed to eat well, sleep well, rest well
went outfield from monday to wednesday due to stubbornness = worsen
rest from thurs to sun = got better but not completely well
conclusion = im dying
please attend my funeral in the near future if i were to die soon
i will let everyone know when i get completely well, yup, no worries.
just tired of it all
JoNz,
tired of it all...
1:22 PM
JoNz,
tired of it all...
10:08 PM
JoNz,
tired of it all...
3:14 PM
completed the race in 2hr 50min
which means 7.5km per hour
which means 125m per minute
which means im quite slow, haha
ohwells, i din train for it
maximum i ran before the run was 12km
what more could i expect, haha.
reached home by 10 and slept before leaving to teach tuition. sometimes i wonder why i bother teaching so many students when it compromises on my social life, ie rejecting an outing with janson and glenn on sat and meetup with lisa on sun. but it all boils down to - i dont have much of a choice. ohwells.
met up with the swimmers senior ystd to celebrate huimin's birthday, happy times =) happy birthday huimin =))
im damn busy recently and irritated sometimes. dont know what to do man.
tired of it all.
JoNz,
tired of it all...
11:06 AM
anyways, i finished driver course alr and my unit hasnt been successful in indenting mattress for me. sigh.
i passed all my assessments and tests in one attempt, except height, which is very very very retarded and incredible, lol. its where they erect this pole-like item and asks you to estimate the height of the pole, giving you an allowance of +/-50cm and yet i can still fail, haha. its the easiest station to pass but i managed to fail it, like junkai frm my unit, lol.
i made friends over a short period of 5 weeks and im only close to 2 of them - jinzhe and sunny, they really made my last 2 weeks really enjoyable man. first 3 weeks i was with sarif and the china peeps, quite funny, but freq aint there i suppose.
leaving aint easy, and esp returning to a unit that you neither like nor enjoy being. its too slack, no bunk, and just plain boring. kill me.
more disappointing events along the way, im sure.
lets just take things one step at a time, handle it one at a time.
JoNz,
tired of it all...
10:13 PM
went out with kenny on saturday and went out with jinzhe and sunny on sunday. had a really great time with them. it just reminds me of what good friends i have, haha.
off to wallaby for one month tmr, will miss everyone, so dont worry, haha.
wish me luck
there's smth seriously wrong with me
JoNz,
tired of it all...
2:49 PM
am i moving on...
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
also, i realise that health is of utmost importance to me and sometimes i need the lesson of a long illness to remind me of that. i hope that my body overcomes the virus soon. im feeling better, just to let everyone know.
i know im MIA-ing, but trust me, i'll be back soon, like in december? yea. sry guys, im really trying my best to get a life.
health over everything
JoNz,
tired of it all...
6:39 PM
am i moving on...
Saturday, September 26, 2009
sry for the lack of updates but i'd been sick for almost 2 weeks now, here's the story.
i went to run in the night and slept without drinking enough water = fever
took panadol = got better
went to play tennis in the hot afternoon sun the next day = relapse
took panadol = did not get better
see doctor = supposed to eat well, sleep well, rest well
went outfield from monday to wednesday due to stubbornness = worsen
rest from thurs to sun = got better but not completely well
conclusion = im dying
please attend my funeral in the near future if i were to die soon
i will let everyone know when i get completely well, yup, no worries.
just tired of it all
JoNz,
tired of it all...
1:22 PM
am i moving on...
Saturday, September 5, 2009
this week has been quite busy, esp when last minute deployment comes in and when so many students try to change their timings. im so not gonna take up so many tuitions next year, lol.
the presence of selfishness is so real in my life that its suffocating me. week in week out, its the saturdays & sundays that really stresses me out, not so much as comfort me at all.
understanding and occasional giving is all i ask. i'd come to realise that im capable of giving and giving, with no expectations of return. the sour feeling does ooze out from my heart time to time, only to be washed away by telling myself that this is how things should be.
im contented with everything
but its all taken away
what's left
...
there's nowhere i can seek solace and comfort
- why am i not surprised
JoNz,
tired of it all...
10:08 PM
am i moving on...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
life's been good to me so far, and made me think of two issues at hand that i really need to handle soon...
went out with sunny and jinzhe ystd - was a super last minute thing, and well, had dinner and talked a lot. talked about life is 39 sce, life in tradoc, and lots more. what was most impressionable was the issue on parents, that there's a difference between:
parents being parents
and
parents being themselves
well, just food for thought.
had dinner with some o7 peeps - huiru, cei, siewmin, alicia and agatha, and went to see ivan's and cei's hostel. i personally thought it was rather cosy and nice. being with the uni peeps really made me think of the fact that i need a scholarship.
as usual, i'll ask the question: what's the keyword?
is there an easier way out of this misery
JoNz,
tired of it all...
3:14 PM
am i moving on...
Sunday, August 16, 2009
completed the race in 2hr 50min
which means 7.5km per hour
which means 125m per minute
which means im quite slow, haha
ohwells, i din train for it
maximum i ran before the run was 12km
what more could i expect, haha.
reached home by 10 and slept before leaving to teach tuition. sometimes i wonder why i bother teaching so many students when it compromises on my social life, ie rejecting an outing with janson and glenn on sat and meetup with lisa on sun. but it all boils down to - i dont have much of a choice. ohwells.
met up with the swimmers senior ystd to celebrate huimin's birthday, happy times =) happy birthday huimin =))
im damn busy recently and irritated sometimes. dont know what to do man.
tired of it all.
JoNz,
tired of it all...
11:06 AM
am i moving on...
Friday, July 24, 2009
anyways, i finished driver course alr and my unit hasnt been successful in indenting mattress for me. sigh.
i passed all my assessments and tests in one attempt, except height, which is very very very retarded and incredible, lol. its where they erect this pole-like item and asks you to estimate the height of the pole, giving you an allowance of +/-50cm and yet i can still fail, haha. its the easiest station to pass but i managed to fail it, like junkai frm my unit, lol.
i made friends over a short period of 5 weeks and im only close to 2 of them - jinzhe and sunny, they really made my last 2 weeks really enjoyable man. first 3 weeks i was with sarif and the china peeps, quite funny, but freq aint there i suppose.
leaving aint easy, and esp returning to a unit that you neither like nor enjoy being. its too slack, no bunk, and just plain boring. kill me.
more disappointing events along the way, im sure.
lets just take things one step at a time, handle it one at a time.
JoNz,
tired of it all...
10:13 PM
am i moving on...